imma back! XD
had 100 by 100 xmas swim this morning.
and we have JAPANESE SWIMMERS! over at apsc until the 31st.
fated? XD
but their soooo fast. im freaked.
ill look like a tortoise! hahas.

heres a rundown of the trip.
nice, cold, COLD weather.
FREAKING good FOOD,
GREAT shopping. XD

day one!
- plane flight. left at one am.watched stormbreaker and step up.
-took the shuttle bus to MIYAKO HOTEL!
-went shopping! after eating ramen at KIOU. (greaaaaat RAMENNN)
-bought a lot of cream puffs. *drools*
-went to spotaka. saw the aasics suit that reiko nakamura wears. WANTED to buy it. but no size. gehh.
-went to the mizuno BIG shop. bought black fastskin two, aasics cap, goggles.
-ate udon for dinner at sennichimae.

(WE WALKED A LOT. XD . walk, walk walk. and take train.)

day TWO!
- went to OSAKAJO! (osaka castle) SOOOO COOL. pretty katanas!
- went shopping at namba.
-bought ipod cover.

day threee!
- we went to KYOTO!
-kiyomizudera temple.
-the view there is like, WHOAAA.
-bought a few charms.
- saw MANY, MANY beautiful katanas.
- did the paper man thing.
- took train back to osaka
- bought belgian WAFFLES.
-kyoto reaally rocks. XD

day four!
-went to NARA!
-walked around the shops and the deer park.
-went back to osaka area.
-bought an Onitsuka Tiger jacket XD

day five
- WENT TO OSAKA AQUARIUM!
-went shopping nearby.
-found a studio ghibli shop.
-took train back.
-watched MUSIC STATION SUPERLIVE 2006 ON TV!
-sleeeeep

hahas.
left the next day.

things i bought
- fastskin
-RAMEN
-lotsa sword keychains
-lotsa shuriken keychains
-froggy softtoy. (xmas present from joshie.)
-ipod video cover
-earphones with ineer amps.
-26 keychains in total.
-toesocks! from 100 yen shop.
-takoyaki softtoy keychains.
-secret santa present
-4 shuriken.

OTHERS
- me and josh discovered how DELISH semi cooked scallops from muji were.
- too much sashimi is bad for you!
- KANI MAYO SHUSHI ROCKS!
- jap food there, and jap food here, TOTALLY different.
- japanese people, are REALLY, REALLY well dressed.
- theyre fit too. hardly any cars. everyone walks or cycles.
-SINGAPORE WEATHER SUCKS.


thats all for now : ] will put up pictures next time. after i re set up my laptop. XD

[ ] Gotten a referral.
[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your cellphone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Chewed gum during class.
TOTAL: 0

[x] Gotten late to a class more than 10times. im late everyday?
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times. copy!
[ ] Returned at least 5 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Skipped class at least 3 times. for competition.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get youout of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher. hehe.
TOTAL: 4

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace; xanga; etc on thecomputer in the library
[ ] Took pictures during class.
[x] Called someone during class. urgent matters! XD
[ ] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3during class.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class. maths!
[x] Ate food during class.
TOTAL: 3

[x] Gotten a call home well, mrs bala threatened to.
[ ] Couldnt go on a field trip cause you behaved bad
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gotten a referral and ripped it up
[ ] used passes from other days/ Or made fake pass
[ ] said a cuss word during class loudenough so the teacher could hear
TOTAL: 2

ALL TOGETHER: 14
add up your score and times it by 4.

56% Hated by Teachers

ehh. hahas. am i THAT bad?

To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer.
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy then is to suffer.
But suffering makes one unhappy.
Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness.
I hope you're writing this down .


got this off my nice old classmate LIONEL KHOO. hope this is big enough X)

YESTERDAY WAS FUN.

jiao lian was so nice : ) she let us play the whole training. XD before training was FUN too XD. cant get over how big your house is XD. time for training. THREE MORE TILL OSAKA!!!
-not much diff though. have to train in osaka too TT_TT-

just watched finish ichi ritoru no namida. its a really great drama. it seriously humbles you ALOT. by the forth episode, my tissue box was empty and my eyes were POOFED. its really, really good, please go watch it. honour the girl named aya. (its based on a true story). hahas im in love with the songs now [kona yuki and sangaku koko. :] and the actors really pulled off their roles. heres a few pics : D hahas. anyway, this show really rocks : )

DAMN. my laptop system crashed. yep. managed to get it fixed, but EVERYTHING is gone. TT_TT.
on a computer revival mission. XD

anywayyy, went ice skating on wednesday with sherlynn, amanda, yinyi, joash, aik wen, sherwin and clement. had to go in fours to get unlimited time. it was fun! haha. everyone was falling and/or stumbling everywhere, with the exception of sherwin. he's damn good :D hahas. the skates killed my feet though. gehhhh.
after that, we went to buy movie ticks for 'open season'. that show was kinda boring. -_- then we went to kopitiam to eat lunch. i ate fish and chips, and while waiting for the uncle to give me my FOOD, he kept talking about some skin centre thingy and chinese senseis. O_O;; after that, we just walked around for a while, then headed to farrer for training.

played basketball yesterday. til around six. hahas. kinda fun, and tiring. O_O

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. jiao lian's coming back today. around 1+ TT_TT my slacking days are OVER. hopefully i just dont get killed by her. TT_TT .

gah, math tuition now. blog again next time. :D

quizzy thing. im bored.

Name: vanessa
Nicknames: clown, van, vanny, shannaro(mortal name)
Name spelled backwards: assenav
Name without vowels: vnss
Name without consonants: aea
Birthday: 10th march 93
Ethnicity: Chinese.
Glasses or contacts: none
Hair color: black.
Hair length: short.
Hair style: messy, and sticks out a lot.
Pets: im allergic to animals.

Favourites
Animal: wolf.
Band: ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION
Brand name for clothes: esprit.
Brand name for shops: COMICS CONNECTION! lol. tower records.
Candy: any type (:
Cereal: snow flakes.
Colour: black, red, some pinks.
Cookie: TRIPLE CHOC FUDGE!
Day: wednesday ( BASKETBALLLLL)
Disney character: pluto.
Drink: KICKAPOO
Fast food place: long john's, mos burger.
Food: japanese food from JAPAN.
Holiday: JAPAN! XD
Ice cream flavor: strawberry. the kind with the real fruit inside, not the sickeningly sweet syrup ones.
Month: december. nice and cool.
Number: 27
Perfume: dont use?
Pie flavor: CHICKEN. or APPLE.
Pizza topping: CHEESE.
Restaurant: KIOU RAMEN
Subject in school: aesthetics, history.
Type of music: j-rock, j-pop, rock, punk rock, alternative, some pop.
Type of sandwich: SUBWAY MELT.

Of all your friends...
The best advisor: theresa : )
The best hair : sherlynn!
The best handwriting: sheryl tan. : )
The dirtiest mind: BERTRAND ONG KAI JUN!
The funniest: sherlynn!
The loudest: sharan
The prettiest: everyone's pretty!
The most trusting: ill trust you if you trust me. : )
The nicest eyes: i dont look at peoples eyes.
The smartest: AHH. every in rgs is smart lorh.
The tallest: er, me?

HAVE-YOU-EVERs
Asked out a crush: no. ><
Been on stage: yes.
Been scared to get a shot: HELL YEAH. the ones for the braces. O_O
Cheated on a test: in primary two to four. didnt learn ting xie.
Cried during a movie: i cry in all sad movies.
Felt like you didn't belong: kind of, when i'm in a new environment.
Fought a black belt: not planning to.
Gone to camp: yes.
Kept a New Year's resolution: nope.
Kept a secret from everyone: yup!
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: yes!
Stolen anything: guess so!
Told a guy you liked him: no ><
Won a trophy: yes.
Written a love poem: i SUCK at poetry.

The Last...
CD listened: fanclub by ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION
Movie watched: ALMOST LOVE in the airplane.
Person that's called you: sherlynn , yesterday!
Person who saw you cry: i can't remember when i last cried :/
Person you went to the mall with: sherlynn, chew, sheryl, joash, aikwen
Song listened to: ONLY HUMAN by K
Thing you ate: semi cooked scallop.
Thing you drank: coke.

Yes or no
Growing up scares me more than it should: well, time flies. its scary sometimes.
I adore getting mail: yeah XD
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: depends on what it is. and if its worth it, yes. im a lazy girl.

Others
If you could describe yourself in three words: crazy,sarcastic,straightforward.
Is your computer in your room: laptop!
Is your room messy: imagine fukai no mori from nausicaa.
What are some of your favorite junk foods: FRIED FISH!
What color are your bedroom walls: popcorn yellow. i wanted black XD
What do you do when you're bored: write out song phrases, listen to music, read fanfic, draw, picture surf.
What makes you happy: knowing that i have people i can depend on.
What makes you sad: i aint saying .
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: eat nice cold, ice cream on the way back from tuition.
Worst feeling in the world: sorrow, loneliness. basically anything that drives you nuts.


i was BORED. XD

ah. went to the cy warehouse sale on friday.twas ok. bought lotsa stuff. then we had a lot of time before training, so we went to vivo to watch happy feet. vivo is HUGE. then, we took mrt back to farrer and played basketball. its hard to play with slippers on, geh.
bryan qualified for the 200 free finals, in 7th place.
and the japanese backstrokers are really good. their strokes are really smooth.
bah. got nothing to blog about.
bye.

My teacher once said that
"good thing your creativity makes up for your lack of brains in maths"
hahas.

Never in my life have I regretted
swimming. it can be hell, but it pays off.

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile.
SHARAN.

When I'm nervous.
i DAO you.

The last time I laughed was
two days ago.

Hair is
on my head.

My feet are
relatively big. size 7/8/9

Last christmas
was spent on the plane from the states.

When i turn my head left
i see my cupboard.

When i turn my head right
i see my stereo.

When i look down
i see my keyboard.

The craziest event recently
walking around vivo 5 times and buying tons of manga for only $52 . [my life is rather boring.]

By this time next year
i would have survived another year at rg, and probably packing for holidays.

I have a hard time understanding
MATHS. and people.

One time at a family gathering
we played with eggs. (the red ones.)

You know i like you
when i bother to help you/ talk to you. but if i really like you i probably wont dare talk to you. [well, that was confusing.]

If I won an award, the first person I'll thank is
GOD.

Triangles are pointy and
look like sandwiches.

My ideal breakfast is
-i dont eat breakfast.

If you make me really happy
i will laugh a lot, and do what i can in return.

country you plan to visit anytime soon
japan-osaka.

Boys
are humans.

I'd stop my wedding
if i dont love the groom?

recent thing you've bought yourself
-a coconut
-mangas
-schoolbooks

Most recent thing someone else bought you
er, my laptop from my dad .. like in... june/july?

My least favourite time of the day
before geeting into the pool.

The last time i was high was
2 weeks ago. when sher was being crazzzy XD

The last person i talked to
my dad. who was fiddling with my camera.

i shouldn't have
failed math.

Last night
i had a really nice dream. :)

There's this girl i know
who's a world record holder, 6 years older than me, and totally ROCKS.

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy
-i wont say anything. ill just smile/laugh.

I'm listening to
ageha by w-inds
last song by gackt.

I last ate
coconut.

My bedsheet is
brown.

My table
was just packed by my dad, so its really neat now.

My full name
VANESSA LIM SHU YI

next 4 people who are gonna do this quiz are
whoever wants to.

hello. gahh. jiao lian and bryan left yesterday for asian games. hahas. and i was bored, so i made them avatars above. gtg. bye.

ehs. ive been sick the past few days. hahas. >.< color="#ff0000" size="5">2000+ reviews for nothing.heres the link. http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2430922/1/
and the continuation (the third arc of the story) is just as good. its on the authors profile XD. the continuation is called 'Genshi' which means apparition/ghost. its separate from Loophole cause the author didnt want to add to the reviews of Loophole. but still by itself, Genshi has 600+ reviews. heh. in other words, GO READ IT! XD . hahas. im absolutely in love with thisfic. [btw, its itasaku. ] hahas. now i love the itasaku pairing too >.< hn. *grins* and the ending was... schweeeet. XD

chuangyi warehouse sale on the 1st to 10th dec. from 10am-6pm at Alexandra Distripark. hee. SHERLYNN TEO! you better go with me ^^

ack, now im an itachi fan. A REALLY BIG ONE. *KYAHHHH* XD

ello. i finally changed my skin. ^^ dont think ill be changing it for a long long time. i really love this one ;)
put up some really nice songs too : ) go and listen to em! haha ;) lyrics are under misc : D songs are under 'site'. just keep clicking around : D haha.

eating mochi ice cream now. and currently 'bulllying' veron. by.. tempting her with food? haha.
oh. upgraded the blogger thing. im now using beta. yupps. so i have to sign in using my gmail. haha.

i notice i tend to say sorry a lot. O_O. haha. i shall control . CONTROL . must moderate the use of the word. yepp.

the new upgrade is cool. hahah. FONT EXPERIMENTATION!

SAY HELLO TO MR HUGE FONT. : )
THIS IS LARGE FONT.
NORMAL FONT.
SMALL FONT
TINY FONT!

okay. thats it : D. before i kill your eyes. haha. BYEE : )

doo. ok. you now know that i am really VERY lazy. haha. let me explain. my mum took my laptop away and said i had to pack my room , then shed return it. but ive been either too lazy or too busy watching goong, therefore i only got it back today, cause i finished watching the whole series and got bored, so i decided to pack. this also proves i wont die without my computer. XD. haha. SOORRRYYYYY .: )

collected results on thursday. PHEW. HENG AHHHH. i didnt die! haha. even though i failed maths so many times. i passed only ONE math summative this year. oh gawd. im so bad at maths. haha. i am really clueless with maths. DAMNN. aha. have to go for tuition 2 times a week. blehhh. haha. anyway, i got a 2.8, which i am contented with, so smart people , SHUSH. XD

thinking of applying for AEP. : D should i?


christine, CHEER UP! : )
feel free to rant to me ok ? : D

hoo. gotta go, byeee. >.<

heres a quiz thing i got off my friend's DA account.
the questions end with 'I MUST' . yep.its a form thingy.
here goes.



I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be different.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST be heavy?

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be depressed.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be flexible,carry pom poms and smile a lot.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must have a good sense of rhythm.(DUH)

I wear long skirts a lot, so I MUST be female.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be jobless.

I'm RICH, so I MUST GIVE ME YOUR MONEY. HAHA.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be someone who likes black?

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST have dyed it?

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST wait 6 more years till i can drive it.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST have a hate club?

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST like studying. (You only ace things if you like doing them, anyway.)

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be an otaku.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be a cosplayer or clown.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a ‘performing arts’ person.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST not eat meat.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST make a really good statue.

I don’t like the SUN so I MUST enjoy rainy days.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST be happy.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be a dancer.

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a gay wuss, or something smaller than a fly.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST believe in a brighter future. (Oi! Gays have rights, too!)

I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST have a DeviantArt account.

I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST not be able to laugh at my friends jokes.

I tell people OFF, so I MUST be pissed off.

I’m DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be a basketball player in defence position.

I read Pokemon Comics, so I MUST be a fan.

I draw ANIME so I MUST know how to draw?

I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker. [sort of?]

I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST not have a sibling.

I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be smart.

I'm WELSH so I MUST be a fire-breathing dragon!

I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST have good imagination.

I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST feel confused at times.

I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be photoallergenic.

I care about the ENVIRONMENT, so I MUST be an environmentalist.

I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying lameass who wants to change the course of the storyline.

I like SATURDAY MORNING CARTOONS, so I MUST be a kids central fan.

I like READING, so I MUST be a bookworm.

I am a WITCH, so I MUST be an uber smart lady. (in ancient times, the term ‘witch’ meant ‘wise woman’.)

I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be younger than me.

I like GAMES, POKEMON and COMICS, so I MUST be vanessa without the pokemon.

I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be the auto grammar check programme on microsoft word.

I’m STRONG so I MUST be a person who works out?

I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be underaged.

I love MARCHING BANDS, so I MUST be a spongebob fan.


thats all. haha.

hahas. I LOVE OURAN KOUKOU :D its so hilarious : ) hikaru and kaoru XDDDDD
ahhh. cant wait to watch goong. borrowing from sheryl. >.< the girl is damn amusing la. haha. anyway, not much to bog about, shall put songs : )

lovely song : )



YOU ARE MY LOVE. yui makino.

Ame ni nureta hoho wa
namida no nioi ga shita
yasashii manazashi no
tabibito

Shizuka ni hibiiteru
natsukashii ongaku
omoidasenai kioku
samayou

Yume wa tobitatsu no chiisa na tsubasa de
omoi no kienai basho made
futari de
tooi umi wo sora wo koete

Kurai yoru no naka de
watashi wo terashiteru
yasashii manazashi no
anata ni
aitai...

hoo. successfully ripped 9/21 of the ccs vcds into my laptop. HALP. i think its gonna crash. haha. all nations was ok la. my 100m times sucked liked hell though. 50 was still ok : ) HENG AH. im gonna get skinned alive by jiao lian tomorrow. *gulp*
haha. backstroke finish was very malu-ating. haha. counted 3 strokes, then wanted to dive, but i suddenly realised the wall was there already. like OOPS. haha. then whack my eye on the touchboard. now theres a small cut. haha. and according to sherwin, the whack was very loud. yipes. O_O;; haha.

nice song! : )




love red hot chilli peppers lyrics. : D
bye .

WARNING- BEWARE OF FANGIRL-ism

L ROCKS! hahas! went to watch the death note movie just now.. L ROCKS! XD hes damn funny.! haha. and rather cute too. hoho. haha. the part with the teacup was CLASSIC la! and the doughnuts on a stick : )the actor pretty much carried off L's character successfully. XD and the eyeliner ROCKS.
heres a pic : )




haha. L is HILARIOUS! and so adorable :)
shalt not post on the storyline.. though those who read the manga already know it. hahas. anyway, the characterisation was pretty good, soundtrack not bad, and the actors were good. : ) soo.. GO WATCH IT : )
and ryuk is CUTE. (referring to the shinigami)
Raito is ok la.
haha.. L IS STILL THE BEST! : )

GUAAAAARRRGH. CANT WAIT FOR THE SECOND MOVIE! (3rd nov in Japan, should be around feb/ march in singapore)

-END OF FANGIRLING-

hrmph. ok. im having a break now. shalt blog.
harr. for chinese, we have practically no idea wether we're correct or not. chriselle, mona and i have completely different answers. O_O. HALP. should at least pass la : 3
english was rather ok. managed to finish compo right on time. XD finally man!
haha. ok. now theres lit, hist, geog maths left. I MUST MUG FOR MATHS. if i fail again.... im DOOOOMED.
POST EOYS PART ONE!

-GO TO GRAMOPHONE RECORDS!
-buy [BREAKING BENJAMIN : phobia], thousand foot krutch albums, hillsong united albums, etc, etc.
-watch movieees. yep.

nice song : D HILLSONG- FROM THE INSIDE OUT.








A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out


toodles.

Vanessa lim is successfully convinced that every cent and dollar she spent on 'fruits basket' the manga was worth it.
heres a challenge, read volume 21 while listening to 'angel' by sarah mclachlan and try not to cry. heh. if i could ever be a manga character , i'd want to be machi. indefinitely, machi.
anyway. have to run. dad is nagging. and i have to mug. well bye.

okay, i know i was being a freaking big idiot. i apologise for that.
anyway, its ok if you dont forgive me. what i did was rather horrible, and i realise that now.
funny thing how people realise things too late, after the damage is done.
i want to change. change into someone who is less insensitive, less idiotic.
i admit, im an ass for doing the things that i did.
hopefully next year will be different. i dont wanna hurt any more people.
i want things to be like in saint hildas.
i miss the awesome times with nowelle and xinwei.
somehow, i end up hurting the people i try the hardest not to.
maybe the best thing is to not even try. to let it come naturally. hell yea. like that will work anyway.

nat, you didnt do anything to make things worse. the damage was done by us, im sorry if that troubled you. and you didnt get in the way of our friendship at all. your cool. hope well stay friends : )

haha. ever experienced the funny event of you asking people about what they were talking about, and they tell you 'nothing.'?
interesting topic that one, 'nothing. generates all sorts of interesting reactions. most of the time when people tell you 'nothing', they were actually talking about something to do with you. heh.

we got a rock concert pic for oral. like haha. easssyy! : ) but the examiner kept interrupting me mid-blabbing. is that bad?

5 songs in listening to now.

1.


2.


3. afterglow by INXS. (they dotn have it on radioblog.>.<
4.

5.

this song is in jap. with some english.

thats all for now. need to study history. hopefully i dont dream of the tang dynasty again. -_-

THE DIARY OF JANE

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

some nice videos. XD the player is AWESOME . like PRO-DED.
















to see more of this pro dude, go to http://youtube.com/profile_videos?user=sodaorat . believe me. everything is GOOD.
i have a sudden urge to continue learning electone. >.<

YUKI KAJIURA'S SONGS ARE LOVE.

so i decided to put some of em here.
I LOVE EM XD

LOST WINGS - for piano score go here http://ichigos.com/sheets.shtml?id=151

ORDINARY WORLD

AWESOME SONG. LOVE IT. :)

Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights the TV and the radio but still I can't escape the ghost of you
What is happening to me crazy some would say
Where is the life that I recognize, gone away

And I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive

Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say pride will tear us both apart
Well now pride's gone out the window cross the rooftops runaway
Left me in the vaccuum of my heart
What is happening to me crazy some will say where is my friend when I need you most gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive

Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and grief
Fear today forgot tomorrow beside the news of holy war and holy need
Our's is just a little sorrowed talk, just blown away

And I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive
Every world is my world (I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world (I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world, every world is our world, every world

heys. right. algebra retest next wednesday.hope i do better XD quick post. eeks. i have decided to practice drawing more :)

have you ever seen a brand new box of chalk, an untainted patch of white, or a REALLLY neat room and just felt like its too suffocating and you just wanna mess it up? well, thats me. i hate neat rooms. EW. so..so... NEAT. *faints* this should explain why my desk and room are messy as hell. haha. and why my pencil box is made of random pens that have SCRIBBLES on them. and why my book shelf cant even stay neat for a few hours. and why i always have this urge to scribble on new things. uhuh.
EEEP. dads back. bye!

guess what. i got 7/40 for algebra.
go ahead, call me stupid.
strange thing is, my parents didnt explode.
they just told me to work harder.
to stop slacking.
find out where im wrong.
fix my problems,
and not give up.
thank you both so much *glomps*

someone told me im serious. and that sometimes its scary.
rightt. haha.
actually im kinda anti-social.
id rather stay home and use the com/watch tv or read.
unless we're going to somewhere interesting like the science centre.
or going out to eat or go to a book shop/comic shop.

this is just for fun : )
THINGS ID DO IF I WASNT IN SWIMMING AND HAD MORE TIME.

1. Practice drawing more.
2. actually FINISH homework and not chiong the next day.
3. NOT SLEEP IN CLASS.
4.excercise. in a more sweaty way. ew.
5.be in another cca. maybe CO. or shooting. or judo.
6.be more social.

THINGS I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO DO

1. i wouldnt have met the awesome people in swimming.
2.excercise in a non sweaty way.
3. i wouldnt be who i am today :)
4. i wouldnt be listening to rock /metal/emo music.


tadahh. ok. have tuition later. geh.

the state of anime is kinda bad now. so much hentai. EW. so i created a list of good anime series.
(not in any order)
1.Trinity Blood
2.Naruto
3.Fullmetal Alchemist
4.Bleach
5.Samurai Champloo
6.Rurouni Kenshin

yep. the nicest and best so far :3

list of bands i listen to :

1. LOST PROPHETS.
2.Breaking benjamin
3.Thousand Foot Krutch
4.INHABITED
5.ASIAN KUNGFU GENERATION
6.3 doors down
7. Dashboard confessionals
8. random dance songs. XD

and.. A LOT OF INSTRUMENTALS .


hahas. really long post.
wont be blogging as much. maybe twice a week.
toodles.

eh. havnt blogeed for a long time. yeesh. went for ICCS today. kinda fun. i found like 36 slippers. hahahs. and azira found something.. very INTERESTING. yup. t'was ok. just very tiring. >.< hahas. JOASH IS BACKK. fractured arm. yikes. from playing ..SOCCER - -" hahas. koped STILL FANTASY from yelin XD. and did a class shirt design. yep.
here it isss.





SHE SAYS// HOWIE DAY/

Sweet is the sight
Of her room
Window opened by candlelight
Cold winter on the shore
Chills the dress she wore
It's on the floor
Still it feels so warm tonight

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Won't have to run

And when she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know that's she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you

Swing her into flight
Over her hills at twilight
I guess that's right now
While we're here
Tell me why it's so funny
That you're so funny
When you're mad
You're always so mad

[Chorus]

JO ANN IM GONNA MISS YOU LOADS!

MAKE SURE YOU COME BACK ONE DAY! : )
and when you ever where a skirt, make sure you take a photo so i can see XD
sorry i cant go see you off at the airport : (
HAVE FUN IN NEW ZEALAND !
i'll always be here for you : )
email or sms me anytime 'kay?
*hugs*

eheheh. APSC meet was ok .. didnt exactly drown. : ) hahas. alyssa came back. and we totally soaked her. (haha alyssa, haha.) and when i was swimming the 50 m breaststroke race, amanda and serene were running next to me shouting 'go van!' (i was in lane one. *twitch*)
after the races, we were playing in the small pool . hahas. animal concentration. and it was wacky man, wacky.
UNCLE DANIEL'S HOT DOGS ARE DELICIOUS XD.
i ate 3 of em. : )

YAY : ) i have the same birthday as nuriko! *grins* (from FY) ahahas. how a character has a birthday , i have no idea, but , who cares XD.

yeeesh.couldnt sleep the past 3 days. at most 3-4 hours a night.. am i having insomnia or something?? or maybe i think too much. or its just the spare energy from not training for 2 weeks?

i bet the teachers are gonna kill me for my horrible handwriting in school --. it currently looks worse than my p4 writing. grah. stiff fingers. hahas.'

anywayyy...
SCREENSHOT of my desktop : )

this oness.. NURIKO X)

The Dolphin's Cry

The way you're bathed in light
reminds me of that night
god laid me down into your rose garden of trust
and I was swept away
with nothin' left to say
some helpless fool
yeah I was lost in a swoon of peace
you're all I need to find
so when the time is right
come to me sweetly, come to me
come to me

love will lead us, alright
love will lead us, she will lead us
can you hear the dolphin's cry?
see the road rise up to meet us
it's in the air we breathe tonight
love will lead us, she will lead us

oh yeah, we meet again
it's like we never left
time in between was just a dream
did we leave this place?
this crazy fog surrounds me
you wrap your legs around me
all I can do to try and breathe
let me breathe so that I
so we can go together!

love will lead us, alright
love will lead us, she will lead us
can you hear the dolphin's cry?
see the road rise up to meet us
it's in the air we breathe tonight
love will lead us, she will lead us

life is like a shooting star
it don't matter who you are
if you only run for cover, it's just a waste of time
we are lost 'til we are found
this phoenix rises up from the ground
and all these wars are over

over
over
singin' la da da, da da da
over
come to me
singin' la da da da, da da da
come to me




-- RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. love this song, and yes, THERE ARE NO DOLPHINS IN IT.

ALAMAK. KENA TAGGED BY YELIN.

CHECK OUT THIS SURVEY.ITS A REVIEW ABOUT YOUR CLASSMATES.
Rules: Tag at LEAST five ppl to do this survey.
Try To Include everyone.

eh. ok. yelin, im so gonna sabo you back. XD
geh. im including non classmates too : )



ms friendly

1]CHEW <3
2]azira
3]DIY!
4]amanda cheu
5]SHARAN the aryan.


mr friendly

1]Ahmad X)
2]xin wei : )
3]bryan tay
4]ernie!
5]dillon


keep it cool (WHAT THE HECK DOES THIS MEAN??)

1]THERESA!
2]CHEW!
3]nowelle
4]steffi!
5]--------

i m a walking radio

1]xin wei (you like to SING!)
2]nowelle (you like singing too! :))
3]me. haha. i like music too much
4]joshua (my dear brother, YOU SING A LOT)
5]---------


Problem solver/ Good listener

1]theresa
2]my blog
3]yelin
4]nat goh
5]amanda cheu


out of this world

1]me. i dream alot.
2]theresa (WORLD RECORD HOLDER) :)
3]
4]
5]


show off-ers [no offence]

1]Nil
2]Nil
3]Nil
4]Nil
5]Nil


blur sotongs

1]XIN WEI
2]me
3]Sharan
4]gary (kiat shing)
5] -nil-


drooling peeps

1]Me (sleep in maths)
2]Sharan
3]yelin :)
4]amanda cheu (during lit)
5]Most of the people in 105 during LIT and MATHS


ms sensitive

1]Nil
2]Nil
3]Nil
4]Nil
5]Nil


emo peeps

1]Me. ahaha.
2]er. joseph dimmick?
3]yelin
4]Nil
5]Nil


smarties

1]CHARLES TAN
2]CLEMENT TAN
3]JANE ONG!
4]All the RGS ppl
5]All the RI ppl


LUCKY FIVE ARE

NAT GOH! : )
JANE ONG
XIN WEI
CLAIRE LYE
THERESA!

finally back from hong kong! : ) woosh. seriously shopped a LOT. hahas.
14 shirts,3 skirts, 4 belts, 2 pairs of shoes, 2 pairs of pants, 1 jacket,4 pairs of socks,19 pens, 5 cds.. yep. ALOT.

oh my. steve irwin passed away TT_TT. really sad. shall pray for him tonight.

watched the king and the clown on the plane. SERIOUSLY, ITS GOOD. i almost cried at the ending parts. (holding back cause im in the PLANE.) the storyline was good. and the actors, like WOW.

hmm. gotta go now. shall post more tomorrow.

if i could turn back time, i would. i would so i could tell you everything i always wanted to. so i could thank you for all the things you did for me, to let you know how i feel. for listening to all my complaints and comforting me. i really wish i could tell you how i feel . but i dont have that kind of courage. you cheered me up, and threw so much fun into my life. you were one of the few i could trust. i want to thank you for all the times you were there for me, waited for me, stayed with me when the others went ahead. youre my best friend, maybe even more than that. i hope you know who you are. you mean the world to me, and i dont know what id do without you. dont ever forget that.

i went back to shps today. felt so happy to see everyone. everyones changed so much. well at least some of them did anyway : ) met up with some of the teachers, mr soong, ms wong, lee lao shi, mr nizam. then waited for the anglican high people to come. then we went out to century square, ate lunch, shopped a bit then went to central park to play bball.
X) thats basically it. oh, and thank you xin wei for waiting for me when the rest went ahead first : )

Your Career Personality: Capable, Friendly, and Energetic

Your Ideal Careers: Actor Advertising Executive Artist Counselor Entrepreneur Musician Politician Psychologist Teacher Television Reporter

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

okay. dad brought me to the doc today. due to the worsening condition of my eczema. and the doc said 'STOP SWIMMING' . like hell.NO WAY.NADA. jiao lian will torture me, skin me alive and hang me upside down. we told him i cant stop .so he said. take a break. so thats it. IM LAYING OFF UNTIL AFTER HONG KONG OPEN . (which i am not swimming in). >_< hn. at least can go out with all the shps people now. and actually go shopping with my mum in hk.
oh damn.
still have english pt to do. im planning on chong-ing that tomorrow. and then studying for maths. which ill probabably fail.
so depressing. GRAWR. #@%^&$

hahas. on a happier note, me and shin are planning a collab. we just cant figure out who to do what. X)
hn. kinda into some dance songs now. actually maybe not all dance songs. just songs with female vocals. hahas. like CASCADA. and DHT. and DELERIUM. and INHABITED. ENIGMA (love the song 'gravity of love') . etc. and THE VERONICAS. grawr. i shall spend my days of laying off searching for nice not so well known songs.
hm. found some of my old songs. new found glory etc. hahas.

jap music. I LIKE. LOTS of electric guitar. XD . recommend -> ASIAN KUNGFU GENERATION. ORANGE RANGE. DO AS INFINITY.

grar. toodles.

whhoooosh. so we finally finished our sappy song. which, i wrote. like most of it at least. therefore im an elligible SAP. X) i like sappy stuff. like cry-your-heart-out movies. : ) YEAAAAAAA. I CAN GO BACK TO SHPS ON 31ST! X) well go back together ok amanda! : ) hahas. we figured this out during assembly today->
V -vanessa
A- amanda
N-natalie

hahas. FRIENDS FOREVER! : ) thanks for listening to all my ramblings and understanding how i feel. as for someone else, youre JUST WAY TOO SENSITIVE. so bug off. and the next time you piss me off, im gonna give you a piece of my mind. and the other someone, same goes for you. this time i may not even want to bother talking to you.

im tired of living in your shadow.
tired of being looked down upon.
ill muster up the confidence
overcome the obstacles.
cause i believe my dreams are real.
cause ill never give up.
ill step out of your shadow.
into the light.
ill do what it takes.
im gonna leave you behind.

eh. sorry. i sound so emo. X) heres a random nice song ->



BLIND - LIFEHOUSE

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go


O_O. wait. this reminds me of sonea and akkarin ( black amgician trilogy) . whats with me and book characters?!

oh well. gotta go now. like have to sleep. tomorrow shall be MUG-LIKE-HEll-FOR-MATHS-DAY.

ello everyone. I FINALLY GOT MY BRACES FIXED. and its ORANGE . x) eeeyeeer. the anashetic didnt work that well. so i had to be jabbed like 8 times la. *faints* NEEDLES ARE TRAUMATISING. espescially BIG and LONG ones. and the dentist stretched my mouth so much T_T i bet my mouth is gonna hurt like hell tomorrow morn. O_O;;;
Just finished chionging Maths PT. phewww. I LOVE YOU JANE! YOU SAVED ME FROM MANUALLY CALCULATING 13 STDEVS! now i need to find BIG BIG cardboard for Lit Pt. then me and charmain can finally start doing our backdrop.
NAT! Ill lend you me nice books after all the darned tests! hahas. and i do like rock. : ) rock and emo. and metal. : D
eeks. gtg now. and eat PORRIDGE. eeeeee.

i was listening to this song. then suddenly it hit me. this really reminds me of Iggy from maximum ride. youll probably find no connection if you dont read the book.
Iggy rocks! X)
BLOW ME AWAY . by BREAKING BENJAMIN.


[Verse 1:]
They fall in line
One at a time
Ready to play
(I can't see them anyway)
No time to lose
We've got to move
Steady the helm
(I am losing sight again)

[Bridge:]
Fire your guns
It's time to roll
Blow me away
(I will stay, in the mess I made)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way

[Chorus:]
Only the strongest will survive.
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

[Verse 2:]
There's nothing left
So save your breath
Lying awake
(Caught inside this tidal wave)
Your covers blown
No where to go
Holding your fate
(Loaded I will walk alone)

[Bridge:]
Fire your guns
It's time to roll
Blow me away
(I will stay, in the mess I made)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way

[Chorus:]
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

Wanting it back (DON'T LET ME DIE!)

(Here it comes!)

[Chorus:]
Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven when we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

Save us all

hey. history test was HORRIBLE. ugh. did pretty well for geog though. geog=lifesaver.
today is the official last day that i can eat solid food for the next 2 weeks.
changed the song on the front to a video. : ) luff that song. its called ' rewrite ' by asian kung fu generation. theyre the best < 3
eghh. gotta do my stupid assignments now. and pts. byee.

OWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW just extracted 2/4 teeth. SHIT. its BLOODY. yepp. theres blood flowing outta my mouth. like a vampireeee. oooooghhh. my head hurts man. SHIT. gonna try to sleep it off now
toodles.

yea. finally bought the veronicas album. and it ROCKS MAN! ahahaha <3 im gonna get braces soon. but i have to extract 4 teeth. so its gonna take a while. SHOOT. 4 teeth. eeeeeeeeeyoowwwwwwwwwww. so itll take a total of 2 and a half weeks to complete everything. >_< YAY. THERESA BROKE WORLD RECORD. GO THERESA GOOOO!!!

something i did. in class. <3

DARK BLUE by JACK'S MANNEQUIN


I have. I have you
Breathing down my neck, breathing down my neck
I don't, don't know
What you could possibly expect under this condition
So I'll wait, I'll wait
For the ambulance to come, ambulance to come
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition

So slow down... this night's a
Perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone
In a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing (we were boxing)
You were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines (the power lines)
And it was me and you (this could last forever)
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue

Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the room could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone in the dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)

--- for the person who is pissed at me--

im sorry i insulted your friend.im even more sorry that your life is messed up. but your life isnt as bad as you think it is. you have friends who care. you have people who like you. you dont have a permanently screwed up shoulder and knee. you arent half flat footed. you dont have a curved spine. people dont tell others not to talk to you in your face.
im SORRY. accept this or leave it. damn it. wheres my pillow.. i need to cry.

hey. We played basketball with the guys yesterday. and it was SO messy. like 19 people on one court? changed the song on the front page. :) poor shin's maid is stuck in jakarta. she got conned by some conmen. shes stuck in a policestation in jakarta, cant come back to singapore,cant go back to her family. damn you, conmen.
and to answer charles' question long ago, yes, i do like rock. its quite obvious from the songs i put on the front page. My eczema is getting bad again. shoot. it hurts when i bend it in the water. errghh.
ILL MISS YOU GIO! MAKE SURE YOU COME BACK!
and sorry christine, if FHD is pissed at you because of what i did, go ahead and tao me. Just tell me his email so i can go apologise..

i know, training sucks sometimes, nomatter what sport you are in. but, you arent the only one who has trouble in training. everyone faces problems during training. so just yell a bit, and get it over with.

Gotta start drawing again. ive been out of practice..
FMA fans, go and watch COS! : D it totally rockkks. but make sure you watch finish the series before you watch it. or youll be LOST.
i wanna go watch 'helen the baby fox' reviews are really good, and i like those kind of warm-and-fuzzy-make-you-cry-buckets kind of movies. Basically, i love japanese and korean drama movies. And the aeroplane always has good movies. :) YEAAA. may be going to japan for end of year holiday. : D haha. going to hong kong at the end of august. 3 more weeks? cause my bro has Hong Kong open. YEAAAAA. SHOPPPPINGGGG.

hmm. watched until episode 18 for samurai champloo. AWESOME. great quality, good voice actors, pretty good plot, and nice endihng song. the character design rockks too. Heard the last few episodes are fantastic. cant wait for it. Gonna buy the vcds man.

heres something i drew during erm.. june? and yes, i did draw that. -_- lightof_infinity happens to be my email.

here are the lyrics for the song playing on the video on the front page. i couldnt find the song alone , so i had to use the video instead. this type of video is called an amv. : D its pretty good though. the maker won best action video in the 2006 amv awards.

Revolution . by Inhabited (its a christian rock band)

Have we played these games too long
That tomorrow's come and gone
while we're waiting for a sign
we're distracted by our eyes
it's time to let it go
forgetting what we know
were letting God take control oh

weve gotta change
gotta start a revolution in this place
were not ashamed
gonna sing gonna shout
thats what im talking about yea
do you feel the change
theres a transformation taking place
were not ashamed
gonna sing gonna shout this is a God revolution

You know its time to take a stand
all across this land
the time is here the time is now
we gotta reach out some how
its time to let it go
forgetting what we know
were letting God take control oh

weve gotta change
theres a revolution taking place
were not ashamed
gonna sing gonna shout
thats what im talking about yea
do you feel the change
theres a transformation taking place
were not ashamed
gonna sing gonna shout this is a God revolution

were letting go take control x4

take take take take take take take take take control x2

weve gotta change, gotta start a revolution
were not ashamed, gonna sing gonna shout
thats what im talking about yea

revolution x3

gonna sing gonna shout this is a God revolution

revolution
this is a God revolution

revolution
revolution

a God revolution

Hello:) national day celebrations today. It was okay. just kind of boring..and SQUASHED. we had PSL session after that. the LAST one of the year.. then me,sheryl,christine and melinda walked to far east for lunch. cause the buses were so SLOW, and so SQUASHED-ED-ED. the people in the bus looked like they were suffocating. O_O. Ate BK for lunch, then dragged melinda and christine to CC. where i bought box 1 of samurai champloo(haha.its rated m18 for violence, but the cashier didnt care XD).Then they dragged me to the neoprint shop. I am SO not photogenic. haha. i look bad in MOST photos.There was 3 of us, so we ran out of poses after like the 6th one.(we had 12) and we were REALLY lost without veronica to do the decorations for the prints. O_O;;
YIPES. need to seriously update my friendster. the last time i went there was ... 1 year ago..

eeps. its 12.02 am now. -_- *zombie face* need to sleeeeep. heres a pic. i drew a long time ago.WAIT.GRAGGGH. INTERNET WONT LET IT LOAD. oh wells. next time .

The naruto second movie TOTALLY ROCKS! i watched it just now before tuition. seriously. it freaking ROCKS. MUCH much better than the first. and theres Gaara, shikamaru and kankurou in it >_< and the storyline is interesting too! not like the first one. i fell asleep watching the first one. The second movie rockks. SO GO WATCH IT! :D
GRRR. When in the heck will 'stormbreaker' and 'Gedo Senki' BE RELEASED??????
*fume fume fume*
ahahah. my samurai champloo episode has loaded! I shall go watch it now. byebye.

Vanessa + Algreba = massacre of brain cells.
O_O;; maths..kills..me..

decided to do a tsubasa drawing. : )
see it soon enough.

here are the lyrics for the song playing on the front page. PHENOMENON by THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH

BRIDGE:
If you like us, calling all riders
Pull up beside us, no place to hide us
We're freedom fighters, let's unite us
Switch on your nitros, and. let's. go.

Destination, for navigation, man up your stations
Feel the sensation
Surround invasion, with communication
Move quick, we might avoid contamination

CHORUS:
Down, here comes the sound,
everyone pound your feet to this Phenomenon
Now, let's make it loud,
and let me show them all how you move to this Phenomenon
Woah, open your soul, baby, lose control,
inside of this Phenomenon
Just let yourself go, and let everyone know,
you moved to this Phenomenon

Don't let these spiders crawl up beside us,
they want to bite us, inject the virus
Raise up your lighters, praise to the
Righteous, need You to guide us
Get prepared to go

BRIDGE
CHORUS

Can't take it anymore, shaken till we move the floor
What are we waiting for? Lets go!
Tired of being ordinary, don't care if theres people staring
I know you said you'd carry me ... on
I'm not invisible like you, next time
things get a little messed up
I'll shine, but I'll never be see-through
I'm fine just trying to wake the rest up

CHORUS

You moved this Phenomenon
You moved this Phenomenon

Hey. sorry about that melinda.i was just kinda upset then.its okay now, no need to say sorry.HAHA. heard keng ju's national day thing on the radio. : ) theresa is going to texas on tuesday! XD mann. i want to go la. I finally figured out how to take screenshots : ) so there are some below. haha. this morning after training, something idiotic happened. We (Theresa,Kengju,Chenxun) were watching the synchronised goldfish video.this is what happened :
KJ: goldfish have a memory of 3 seconds.
CX: my girlfriend always says i have goldfish memory.
KJ: really?
CX: ya.
KJ: hello, im keng ju.
-3seconds later-
CX: and you are?
KJ: hi, im keng ju.
-3 seconds later -
CX: and you are?
KJ: hi, im keng ju.

we laughed like mad after that. :) eheheh. just got back from granddads birthday dinner. had a HUGE crab >_<

Screeenshot one. samurai champloo wallpaper.
screenshot two.fullmetal alchemist 'the sinner' wallpaper.
screenshot three. yondaime hokage wallpaper.

My internet is actually working properly now. -_- .the photos are at the bottom. : ) enyjoyy. WE FINALLY GOT OUR TUNE! yeshh. now for the hard part, lyrics to match a A A- song structure.. haha, heard the thing keng ju did for national day on the radio. ^_^ theresa~ lend me your over the hedge! haha.
School was kind of bad today..two of my friends were fighting .. and one of them was hurt really bad.But the other one was kind of inconsiderate, changing partners without even asking if i allowed it. And someone was of no help at all. :(
-waiting for the pictures to upload-
They just told us we have psl session on tuesday. OH GREAT.there goes my plans for going back to SHPS. couldnt they have told us earlier..?

WAIT FOR IT TO LOAD.

ME AND BELINDA
ROLLER COASTER IN THE DARK
TAYUYA. Drawn for god angel ashley. : )
TOWER OF TERROR!
BEST CHOCOLATE SHOP EVER.

more pictures next time : )

eeps. my internet seems to be hell bent on not letting me post photos today..another time, then.

PETTY/PETTINESS :jealousy and spitefulness,an attitude not generous and caring only about small unimportant things.
Please, you wont DIE from eating one freaking stalk of veggie, you dolt. You hurt others ,dont apologise and laugh right in their faces, and you cry over the smallest of things. Even tolerance has a maximum level, so take a good look at yourself, and keep your mouth shut before someone else shuts it for you.
I walked into the fire hydrant again.-__-;;; OWIE. im a klutz. XD. finally found out who some of the people who added me on msn were : ) . We got our lit pt for drama today. and im the set designer. have to make a backdrop and props by the end of the term, so janael the costume desinger can make costumes to suit the backdrop. problem is,i cant find a piece of cardboard big enough...
ONE TREE HILL! yay, lucas is back. cant wait for jakes appearance. : ) Aesthetics tomorrow.. doing music. have to compose a song, with lyrics. and i get stcuk with doing the lyrics.. cant wait for dance. though ill probably screw everything up with my horrendous coordination..

pictures in next post.

PFFT. the people from yellow wave have come over to farrer park for the 2 week Red&White trial. good luck to all, and hope you dont faint at the end. yesterday's training was ok.20x100, 20x50 etc. we played frisbee catching again. except the dudes from yellow dont understand the meaning of 'DO NOT RUN ON THE ROAD'.a car even honked them. Heh it was wayy more fun the first time we played it, with some of the RW guys.
heres a list of things most people probably wont know about me.
-1.Even if i dont like what you are doing or saying, i shut up and dont say it.Doesnt mean im ok with it.
-2.Seriously piss me off and you die.
-3.I need to learn to let go.
-4.When i look extremely happy, im the exact opposite.
-5.I laugh but im crying.
-6.Delusion is the best medicine.
-7.Im not spaced out. im THINKING about the idiotic things you do.
-8.I remember laughter,smiles,hurt and tears.
-9.You dont exactly know we as well as you think.
-10.I am a coward. i RUN, HIDE,and regret.

yep. im sounding depressed. im NOT. im perfectly fine, other than hearing your hollow laughter and sarcasm. pssh.

here are the lyrics to 'ghost of you' by MCR.

i never said i'd lie and wait forever
if i died we'd be together
i cant always just forget her
but she could try

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever...
ever...

get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
she dies

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

if i fall
if i fall (down)

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna...

--- i love this song. hear it at radioblogclub.com : )

decided to update. from here on, ill try to update as much as possible, in between brain torturing maths, sleeping, eating and reading. Ann is back from korea! :) more letters now.angels, i know your identities. and thanks for all the presents, and listening to my ranting. :) here is post camp/nationals/etc.etc update.

-CAMP-
haha. guess i promised to update, but i didnt. kill me if you want.
eleven most fun things in R&W camp
-1.K.A.Y.A.K.I.N.G thanks loads, uncle dan!
-2.being capsized.and floating in the sea.
-3.Bowling. and the hopelessness of it all. XD
-4.marathoning on the poor tiny portable dvd player.
-5.laughing at the woman on ch8 9 o clock show, who yells "fa-ge! fa-ge!"
which we assumed was the eff word.
-6.the staurday prata dinner. thanks to the parents for helping to cook. :)
-7.rooming with amanda and sheryl.
-8.PARA PARA. which i suck at.
-9.yelling at the guys for buying takopachi. *abish*
-10.the nice r&w people.
-11. laughing at nigelvb getting stuck in the swing. and the slide.

-Nationals-

Raffles won double champs. ( girls). acsi won B div guys. (hahah YEA!) the dinner was a waste of time.gurgh. and most of the supporters were there for other reasons than cheering.-_-; got dunked 11 times. by -> rach goh.charles tan.yvonne tan.amanda chew. etc.,etc..
went back on the primary school nationals to promote rgs. amanda and joash were having a head bonking war. and i was stuck in the middle. O_O. in the end. i bonked both of them.and got bonked back. eesh. ya get what ya give.
Chew got dunked.by jiahao. at first she thought she could escape if she sat down, but heck, he carried her bridal style and jumped into the pool.

thats it for the old stuff.

YAY! APRICOT GUMMIES~!! *dances around in circles* YAY~! thanks lots, amanda! aghhh. i cant freaking move. bleh. my pulling is horrible. TT_TT yikes. the keyboard's turning black!! aghhh. black paint. oopseh. ^_^ yay/. finally got a deviantart account. ^_^ just watched finish shaman king. XD it totally rocks!!! ehh. gonna go read my book now. BYE~!!

yumm. hee. listening to frou frou now. her songs are quite good. ^_^ ive put the song 'must be dreaming' up. hopefully it works. TT_TT aHH~! stitch is so cute. ^_^ heheh. i wanna watch high school musical. ^_^. eeps. i bet i look like a big greedy ididot right now. ahhhh. oh no. PT results. TT_TT byeeeeeeeeeee.

*screams* im officially addicted to shaman king! 0_0 hahas. faust and horo horo and amidamaru rock. ^_^ anna is funny hahas. just watched the gedo senki (tales of earthsea) trailer. its the anime adaptation of the books. its gonna be released in theatres somewhere around july or september. looking forawrd to it. YEAH! haha.therru's song is lovely. go watch the trailer on youtube. ^_^. bleh. i suck at html. hahas. im trying to put music on, so please tell me if it actually works. TT_TT ahhh. my com still cant play avi files. agh. just cant figure out whats wrong with it. BLEH! why wont they show the hagaren movie in singapore. TT_TT. i reallly wanna watch it. AGHHH. have to wait for the dvd to come out. im gonna hunt down that limited ed. dvd and BUY IT! *_*
(vanessa is in a very pissed and crazed mood now. 0_0) hohoho. i just realised how random my posts are. o_o;; eheheh.
urgh. im hungry. *grabs your food* wahaha. no training today. weee~! back to training tomorrow. agh *shudders* time ta start packing for camp! hope i getta room with chew and sheryl. XD. hohohoho. im going to bring 4 cup noodles, prawn crackers, lotsa moaom stripes, smarties and APRICOT GUMMIES!!!! : K love those. : 3 yay. dinners here. post later. byee.

oopseh. forgot some stuff. good luck at your pokemon card comp. celeste ! :D

HELLOOOOOOOO!
hahas. bet a lot of ya feel like punching and/or Poking me for not posting for so long. ehheh. *scratches head* admit it. im a lazy bum. hohoho. TT_TT i got a badbadbad interim report. just pass 60%. AH! *runs away from parents* hahas. guess thats because i failed 2 subjects. History and Chinese. urgh. cant wait for Nationals man. its swim-eat-sleep for the rest of the hols. cant wait for the 8-14 camp! ^_^ . gah. im broke. *sighs* no manga shopping for me temporarily. =_= . hahas. my bro ish off somewhere in jakarta for SEAage. hohho. good luck, brudder.
EEEEPS. neoprints are addictive. 0_0 hahas. took a few with melinda, christine, sheryl,veron, gladys and cheryl ho. ^_^ neoprint taking is hectic.messy. and FUN! hahas. btw, HAPPY BELATED BDAY VERON!
the MSTP last session was quite interesting. the instructor gave us this keyring thing that was tied onto a string and we had to make it move with our minds. 0_0. it works. hahas.
SHARINGAN~! SOAP! hiyo. when school reopens, youll find 4 big sweetboxes in the classtrays. (if they can actually fit). a gobstopper one for sharingan, an airheads box each for chickadee and raikiri and a poprocks box for soap.
hoho.something stupid happened during morning training. it goes like this. amanda chew :) asks me what time it is. so i tell her 9.15. then she looks at the clock and tells me its 9.20. then we started talking, and somehow ended up with this.
amanda: you have to read it at eye level.
me: how the heck are ya gonna get up there?!
(the clock is at the top of a pillar. -_-")
-pause-
both : CLIMB UP!

hahas.i know that wasnt funny. TT_TT ive removed that irritating poke thing. hahas. XD. and changed the blogskin. bleh. 0_0 something simple. yay. i took 5 hours to find a skin i liked. bah. im so choosy. heheh! looking forward to my apricot gummies. YUMMMM. bwahahaha. youll get your letter soon, yilin! :)
hohoho. gonna go watch tv now. bubbyes!

YO EVERYBODY!
hahaas.
finallly decided to post.
haha. ^_^
HEY ALL YOU ACE PEOPLE!
missing ya! train hard *muahaahah*
hoo. i survived torture day.
had 3 summatives in a row.
chinese, maths and english.
now my brain is screwed.
hahaha!
put up that popup thing to annoy all of you! :3
hello dear angels!
(haku,soap,sharingan and chickadee and waiian)
hello nicole / niel!
bleagh. sorry if i havnt been replying you all fast enough!
gonna change skin soon.
something less bleach.
and more TSUBASA!
FMWAFMWAFMWA.
oh gawd. have to do my PT now
byebye!

HOHOHO.
i FINALLY remembered my passwrd.
so pai seh!!
SEE, IT TAKES ME 4 months to remember something.
gonna change template. yuppo.
THIS POST IS EXTRA LONG..

heyhey. 3 months into rgs.
rgs rocks. hohohoh.
but i wont ever forget shps.
i wanna go back to shps.
i like it there.
it feels so homey.
haha..
miss my old classmates too.
heheh.
xin wei, blur king : 3
nowelle, chubby. ^_^
yong kang, the self proclaimed shuai ge.
- -" ( who studies opposite my home).
chloe, whom, i havnt heard from since last year.
jillian, fellow anime fan.

hohoho..
its hard to let go ehh.
but ive made some new friends.
hahas.
MONA! my first friend from rgs.
xiao fei, nationals runner up team captain.
yelin, super talented artist, and bball player.
shes also a BIGBIGBIG jay chou fan..
polly, tkps ex GA.
nat goh, extremely good artist.
nat ong, very blur, very smart.
melinda, like anime too.
cheryl ho, ABSOLUTELY TOO HYPER!
farah hani, anime fan. GSD. hohoho.
veronica, nice and very smart..
azira, marshmellow. hohoho. uber cute. ^_^
then theres everyone else.. hahas.
if i said everyone, this post would be reallly long.
yuppo.

the teachers are real nice, tho.
hahahas.
our lit tteacher is quite nice, so is the history, geog and chinese.
ms ong is my pe teacher . haha.
my geog is terrible.
TT_TT welcome to the club, xin wei.
my math is terrible too.
BLEAGH.
our teacher is really weird. hohoho.
she likes george polya.
so our class vice chair went to print
a picture of the dude.
hes really old. hahas. "great mathematician~"

we have this angel mortal system in rg.
yuppo.
i still have no clue what my angels
name is and what she looks like.
monas angel is called lisa.
hahas. MONA LISA~!
i have 2 god angels.
one calls herself chickadee and the
other is too lazy to think of a name.
hahas.
DONT FORGET ITS MY BDAY
THIS FRIDAY!
yay. hehehe.
xiao fei gave me a book.
YAY.
but .....
its a chinese book.
o_o.. theres this bookfest being held at
the expo that i wanna go to.
the manga publisher has a stall.
hohoho. lotsa promotions.,
problem ish, its on 10- 19
march, and i leave for brisbane on 12th.
10th, is friday and swim carn,'
11th is a FREAKIN saturday , so i have tuition and stuff.
sunday is berts bday, and hes having a party.
URGH. I STILL WANNA GO OUT WITH XIN WEI AND HUI XIN!
TT_TT.
TT_TT.
ARGHHHHH.
*screams*
wish i didnt have swim carn.
its a waste of time.
BAH.
hohoho. gotta go collect dinner now.
BYEs.
HOHOHO,.

vanessa.


-PART 2-




this is kinda late... but..( 4 MONTHS LATE.. hoo. better late than never. - -")
US TRIP;
hahahah.
tower of terror rocks.
sat it 9 times. YEAHHHH.
i love rides. heheh.
the turkey legs in disneyland were
realllllly yummy. wahahah. and
EXPENSIVE.
the ice cream there rocks though.
my bro ate 2 frozen banananas..
i ate 5 mickey ice cream sandwiches.
im such a pig. oinkoink.

WE WENT TO M&M's WORLD.
the shop ish shoooo coool.
ya getta pick your own colours.
its like 3 dollars for 200 g.'
and the place totally rocks!
hohoho.
a lot of the time there was spent
playing DDR! yeah!
but i sorta suck at it . TT_TT
at least i get 'b's!

the grand canyon was reaaallly cold.
i ran around with my hair wet.
and it froze. 0_0
the fisherman's warf was really nice..
but we didnt go to any beaches. hmm.
overall, the us trip was really fun.
hahas.


HOHOHO.,