whhoooosh. so we finally finished our sappy song. which, i wrote. like most of it at least. therefore im an elligible SAP. X) i like sappy stuff. like cry-your-heart-out movies. : ) YEAAAAAAA. I CAN GO BACK TO SHPS ON 31ST! X) well go back together ok amanda! : ) hahas. we figured this out during assembly today->
V -vanessa
A- amanda
N-natalie

hahas. FRIENDS FOREVER! : ) thanks for listening to all my ramblings and understanding how i feel. as for someone else, youre JUST WAY TOO SENSITIVE. so bug off. and the next time you piss me off, im gonna give you a piece of my mind. and the other someone, same goes for you. this time i may not even want to bother talking to you.

im tired of living in your shadow.
tired of being looked down upon.
ill muster up the confidence
overcome the obstacles.
cause i believe my dreams are real.
cause ill never give up.
ill step out of your shadow.
into the light.
ill do what it takes.
im gonna leave you behind.

eh. sorry. i sound so emo. X) heres a random nice song ->



BLIND - LIFEHOUSE

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go


O_O. wait. this reminds me of sonea and akkarin ( black amgician trilogy) . whats with me and book characters?!

oh well. gotta go now. like have to sleep. tomorrow shall be MUG-LIKE-HEll-FOR-MATHS-DAY.