THE BLOWER'S DAUGHTER.



lovely song, full of emotions. fell in love with it after travis danced it on so you think you can dance.


DISCLAIMER : rant post. if it makes you pissed, its your fault for reading. rawr.

anyway if you havnt noticed, my mood's been pretty bad since thursday. if you didn't you probably didnt talk to me, or i stayed away from you. why am i pissed? i dont know. maybe im just sick and tired of doing the same thing over and over again, and not being able to do what i want.

I went for physio rehab on saturday morning. my shoulder was clicking like crazy. i could make it click four times just by rolling it. so sylvia (my physio) helped me ultrasound it, actually both shoulders. then she tried to make me do the excercises, which i couldn't really do because of the pain. believe me, it hurt like shit. thereafter, sylvia helped me to press and release the muscles on my neck and back. you know that spot on your shoulder blade that hurts like hell when pressed properly? the muscle there was super stiff, so she had to press harder, and longer. the worst part is that you dont feel the pain at your shoulder blade, you feel it in the shoulder tendon, which was already crazy painful. Then we attempted to do the excersises again, but i only managed to do one of them. so she pressed my neck for me. which was about just as bad as the shoulder pressing. stayed a total of one hour and fifteen minutes there. according to uncle peng siong, i have two knots at my neck.

went to eat lunch with my dad on the way home. i couldnt even close the car door la. happily eating, until about 3/4 through my ham and mushroom spaghetti, a headache had to hit . dammit. it added to the pain in my neck and shoulder.

vanessa + shoulder pain + headache + neck pain = really pissed off vanessa with zero tolerance level.

if anyone ever dares to say that shoulder injuries aint not big deal or that rehab isnt painful , i will PERSONALLY make sure they injure their own shoulder and let them see how it feels like. the mentel pain's much worse than the physical. believe me.

had a two hour long nap after that. went for tuition then training. ate two ice creams on the way to cool off.
it started raining around 420. cheered me up a bit. celebrated jiao lian's birthday after training, so i tried my best not to be that moody. hahas. aunty cynthia's cooking is really good. the pork ribs pwned. <3

reached home approx around 830. parents went out, so i went online till around midnight. my CRAZY table tian yuan cheered em up a bit with her craziness. and SUAN-ed me so many times. ><

started feeling better after watching a few hanakimi episodes. ahahaha.

thats all for the ranting for now.






-No love, no glory.No hero in her sky.-

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