heres a quiz thing i got off my friend's DA account.
the questions end with 'I MUST' . yep.its a form thingy.
here goes.



I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be different.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST be heavy?

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be depressed.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be flexible,carry pom poms and smile a lot.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must have a good sense of rhythm.(DUH)

I wear long skirts a lot, so I MUST be female.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be jobless.

I'm RICH, so I MUST GIVE ME YOUR MONEY. HAHA.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be someone who likes black?

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST have dyed it?

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST wait 6 more years till i can drive it.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST have a hate club?

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST like studying. (You only ace things if you like doing them, anyway.)

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be an otaku.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be a cosplayer or clown.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a ‘performing arts’ person.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST not eat meat.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST make a really good statue.

I don’t like the SUN so I MUST enjoy rainy days.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST be happy.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be a dancer.

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a gay wuss, or something smaller than a fly.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST believe in a brighter future. (Oi! Gays have rights, too!)

I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST have a DeviantArt account.

I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST not be able to laugh at my friends jokes.

I tell people OFF, so I MUST be pissed off.

I’m DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be a basketball player in defence position.

I read Pokemon Comics, so I MUST be a fan.

I draw ANIME so I MUST know how to draw?

I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker. [sort of?]

I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST not have a sibling.

I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be smart.

I'm WELSH so I MUST be a fire-breathing dragon!

I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST have good imagination.

I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST feel confused at times.

I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be photoallergenic.

I care about the ENVIRONMENT, so I MUST be an environmentalist.

I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying lameass who wants to change the course of the storyline.

I like SATURDAY MORNING CARTOONS, so I MUST be a kids central fan.

I like READING, so I MUST be a bookworm.

I am a WITCH, so I MUST be an uber smart lady. (in ancient times, the term ‘witch’ meant ‘wise woman’.)

I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be younger than me.

I like GAMES, POKEMON and COMICS, so I MUST be vanessa without the pokemon.

I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be the auto grammar check programme on microsoft word.

I’m STRONG so I MUST be a person who works out?

I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be underaged.

I love MARCHING BANDS, so I MUST be a spongebob fan.


thats all. haha.

hahas. I LOVE OURAN KOUKOU :D its so hilarious : ) hikaru and kaoru XDDDDD
ahhh. cant wait to watch goong. borrowing from sheryl. >.< the girl is damn amusing la. haha. anyway, not much to bog about, shall put songs : )

lovely song : )



YOU ARE MY LOVE. yui makino.

Ame ni nureta hoho wa
namida no nioi ga shita
yasashii manazashi no
tabibito

Shizuka ni hibiiteru
natsukashii ongaku
omoidasenai kioku
samayou

Yume wa tobitatsu no chiisa na tsubasa de
omoi no kienai basho made
futari de
tooi umi wo sora wo koete

Kurai yoru no naka de
watashi wo terashiteru
yasashii manazashi no
anata ni
aitai...

hoo. successfully ripped 9/21 of the ccs vcds into my laptop. HALP. i think its gonna crash. haha. all nations was ok la. my 100m times sucked liked hell though. 50 was still ok : ) HENG AH. im gonna get skinned alive by jiao lian tomorrow. *gulp*
haha. backstroke finish was very malu-ating. haha. counted 3 strokes, then wanted to dive, but i suddenly realised the wall was there already. like OOPS. haha. then whack my eye on the touchboard. now theres a small cut. haha. and according to sherwin, the whack was very loud. yipes. O_O;; haha.

nice song! : )




love red hot chilli peppers lyrics. : D
bye .

WARNING- BEWARE OF FANGIRL-ism

L ROCKS! hahas! went to watch the death note movie just now.. L ROCKS! XD hes damn funny.! haha. and rather cute too. hoho. haha. the part with the teacup was CLASSIC la! and the doughnuts on a stick : )the actor pretty much carried off L's character successfully. XD and the eyeliner ROCKS.
heres a pic : )




haha. L is HILARIOUS! and so adorable :)
shalt not post on the storyline.. though those who read the manga already know it. hahas. anyway, the characterisation was pretty good, soundtrack not bad, and the actors were good. : ) soo.. GO WATCH IT : )
and ryuk is CUTE. (referring to the shinigami)
Raito is ok la.
haha.. L IS STILL THE BEST! : )

GUAAAAARRRGH. CANT WAIT FOR THE SECOND MOVIE! (3rd nov in Japan, should be around feb/ march in singapore)

-END OF FANGIRLING-

hrmph. ok. im having a break now. shalt blog.
harr. for chinese, we have practically no idea wether we're correct or not. chriselle, mona and i have completely different answers. O_O. HALP. should at least pass la : 3
english was rather ok. managed to finish compo right on time. XD finally man!
haha. ok. now theres lit, hist, geog maths left. I MUST MUG FOR MATHS. if i fail again.... im DOOOOMED.
POST EOYS PART ONE!

-GO TO GRAMOPHONE RECORDS!
-buy [BREAKING BENJAMIN : phobia], thousand foot krutch albums, hillsong united albums, etc, etc.
-watch movieees. yep.

nice song : D HILLSONG- FROM THE INSIDE OUT.








A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out


toodles.

Vanessa lim is successfully convinced that every cent and dollar she spent on 'fruits basket' the manga was worth it.
heres a challenge, read volume 21 while listening to 'angel' by sarah mclachlan and try not to cry. heh. if i could ever be a manga character , i'd want to be machi. indefinitely, machi.
anyway. have to run. dad is nagging. and i have to mug. well bye.

okay, i know i was being a freaking big idiot. i apologise for that.
anyway, its ok if you dont forgive me. what i did was rather horrible, and i realise that now.
funny thing how people realise things too late, after the damage is done.
i want to change. change into someone who is less insensitive, less idiotic.
i admit, im an ass for doing the things that i did.
hopefully next year will be different. i dont wanna hurt any more people.
i want things to be like in saint hildas.
i miss the awesome times with nowelle and xinwei.
somehow, i end up hurting the people i try the hardest not to.
maybe the best thing is to not even try. to let it come naturally. hell yea. like that will work anyway.

nat, you didnt do anything to make things worse. the damage was done by us, im sorry if that troubled you. and you didnt get in the way of our friendship at all. your cool. hope well stay friends : )

haha. ever experienced the funny event of you asking people about what they were talking about, and they tell you 'nothing.'?
interesting topic that one, 'nothing. generates all sorts of interesting reactions. most of the time when people tell you 'nothing', they were actually talking about something to do with you. heh.

we got a rock concert pic for oral. like haha. easssyy! : ) but the examiner kept interrupting me mid-blabbing. is that bad?

5 songs in listening to now.

1.


2.


3. afterglow by INXS. (they dotn have it on radioblog.>.<
4.

5.

this song is in jap. with some english.

thats all for now. need to study history. hopefully i dont dream of the tang dynasty again. -_-

THE DIARY OF JANE

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

some nice videos. XD the player is AWESOME . like PRO-DED.
















to see more of this pro dude, go to http://youtube.com/profile_videos?user=sodaorat . believe me. everything is GOOD.
i have a sudden urge to continue learning electone. >.<

YUKI KAJIURA'S SONGS ARE LOVE.

so i decided to put some of em here.
I LOVE EM XD

LOST WINGS - for piano score go here http://ichigos.com/sheets.shtml?id=151

ORDINARY WORLD

AWESOME SONG. LOVE IT. :)

Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights the TV and the radio but still I can't escape the ghost of you
What is happening to me crazy some would say
Where is the life that I recognize, gone away

And I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive

Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say pride will tear us both apart
Well now pride's gone out the window cross the rooftops runaway
Left me in the vaccuum of my heart
What is happening to me crazy some will say where is my friend when I need you most gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive

Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and grief
Fear today forgot tomorrow beside the news of holy war and holy need
Our's is just a little sorrowed talk, just blown away

And I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive
Every world is my world (I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world (I will learn to survive)
Any world is my world, every world is our world, every world

heys. right. algebra retest next wednesday.hope i do better XD quick post. eeks. i have decided to practice drawing more :)

have you ever seen a brand new box of chalk, an untainted patch of white, or a REALLLY neat room and just felt like its too suffocating and you just wanna mess it up? well, thats me. i hate neat rooms. EW. so..so... NEAT. *faints* this should explain why my desk and room are messy as hell. haha. and why my pencil box is made of random pens that have SCRIBBLES on them. and why my book shelf cant even stay neat for a few hours. and why i always have this urge to scribble on new things. uhuh.
EEEP. dads back. bye!

guess what. i got 7/40 for algebra.
go ahead, call me stupid.
strange thing is, my parents didnt explode.
they just told me to work harder.
to stop slacking.
find out where im wrong.
fix my problems,
and not give up.
thank you both so much *glomps*

someone told me im serious. and that sometimes its scary.
rightt. haha.
actually im kinda anti-social.
id rather stay home and use the com/watch tv or read.
unless we're going to somewhere interesting like the science centre.
or going out to eat or go to a book shop/comic shop.

this is just for fun : )
THINGS ID DO IF I WASNT IN SWIMMING AND HAD MORE TIME.

1. Practice drawing more.
2. actually FINISH homework and not chiong the next day.
3. NOT SLEEP IN CLASS.
4.excercise. in a more sweaty way. ew.
5.be in another cca. maybe CO. or shooting. or judo.
6.be more social.

THINGS I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO DO

1. i wouldnt have met the awesome people in swimming.
2.excercise in a non sweaty way.
3. i wouldnt be who i am today :)
4. i wouldnt be listening to rock /metal/emo music.


tadahh. ok. have tuition later. geh.

the state of anime is kinda bad now. so much hentai. EW. so i created a list of good anime series.
(not in any order)
1.Trinity Blood
2.Naruto
3.Fullmetal Alchemist
4.Bleach
5.Samurai Champloo
6.Rurouni Kenshin

yep. the nicest and best so far :3

list of bands i listen to :

1. LOST PROPHETS.
2.Breaking benjamin
3.Thousand Foot Krutch
4.INHABITED
5.ASIAN KUNGFU GENERATION
6.3 doors down
7. Dashboard confessionals
8. random dance songs. XD

and.. A LOT OF INSTRUMENTALS .


hahas. really long post.
wont be blogging as much. maybe twice a week.
toodles.

eh. havnt blogeed for a long time. yeesh. went for ICCS today. kinda fun. i found like 36 slippers. hahahs. and azira found something.. very INTERESTING. yup. t'was ok. just very tiring. >.< hahas. JOASH IS BACKK. fractured arm. yikes. from playing ..SOCCER - -" hahas. koped STILL FANTASY from yelin XD. and did a class shirt design. yep.
here it isss.





SHE SAYS// HOWIE DAY/

Sweet is the sight
Of her room
Window opened by candlelight
Cold winter on the shore
Chills the dress she wore
It's on the floor
Still it feels so warm tonight

And that's why I'm wondering why
You had to tell me
What's going on in your head
What's wrong
Come around to another time when you
Won't have to run

And when she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know that's she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you

Swing her into flight
Over her hills at twilight
I guess that's right now
While we're here
Tell me why it's so funny
That you're so funny
When you're mad
You're always so mad

[Chorus]

JO ANN IM GONNA MISS YOU LOADS!

MAKE SURE YOU COME BACK ONE DAY! : )
and when you ever where a skirt, make sure you take a photo so i can see XD
sorry i cant go see you off at the airport : (
HAVE FUN IN NEW ZEALAND !
i'll always be here for you : )
email or sms me anytime 'kay?
*hugs*

eheheh. APSC meet was ok .. didnt exactly drown. : ) hahas. alyssa came back. and we totally soaked her. (haha alyssa, haha.) and when i was swimming the 50 m breaststroke race, amanda and serene were running next to me shouting 'go van!' (i was in lane one. *twitch*)
after the races, we were playing in the small pool . hahas. animal concentration. and it was wacky man, wacky.
UNCLE DANIEL'S HOT DOGS ARE DELICIOUS XD.
i ate 3 of em. : )

YAY : ) i have the same birthday as nuriko! *grins* (from FY) ahahas. how a character has a birthday , i have no idea, but , who cares XD.

yeeesh.couldnt sleep the past 3 days. at most 3-4 hours a night.. am i having insomnia or something?? or maybe i think too much. or its just the spare energy from not training for 2 weeks?

i bet the teachers are gonna kill me for my horrible handwriting in school --. it currently looks worse than my p4 writing. grah. stiff fingers. hahas.'

anywayyy...
SCREENSHOT of my desktop : )

this oness.. NURIKO X)

The Dolphin's Cry

The way you're bathed in light
reminds me of that night
god laid me down into your rose garden of trust
and I was swept away
with nothin' left to say
some helpless fool
yeah I was lost in a swoon of peace
you're all I need to find
so when the time is right
come to me sweetly, come to me
come to me

love will lead us, alright
love will lead us, she will lead us
can you hear the dolphin's cry?
see the road rise up to meet us
it's in the air we breathe tonight
love will lead us, she will lead us

oh yeah, we meet again
it's like we never left
time in between was just a dream
did we leave this place?
this crazy fog surrounds me
you wrap your legs around me
all I can do to try and breathe
let me breathe so that I
so we can go together!

love will lead us, alright
love will lead us, she will lead us
can you hear the dolphin's cry?
see the road rise up to meet us
it's in the air we breathe tonight
love will lead us, she will lead us

life is like a shooting star
it don't matter who you are
if you only run for cover, it's just a waste of time
we are lost 'til we are found
this phoenix rises up from the ground
and all these wars are over

over
over
singin' la da da, da da da
over
come to me
singin' la da da da, da da da
come to me




-- RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. love this song, and yes, THERE ARE NO DOLPHINS IN IT.

ALAMAK. KENA TAGGED BY YELIN.

CHECK OUT THIS SURVEY.ITS A REVIEW ABOUT YOUR CLASSMATES.
Rules: Tag at LEAST five ppl to do this survey.
Try To Include everyone.

eh. ok. yelin, im so gonna sabo you back. XD
geh. im including non classmates too : )



ms friendly

1]CHEW <3
2]azira
3]DIY!
4]amanda cheu
5]SHARAN the aryan.


mr friendly

1]Ahmad X)
2]xin wei : )
3]bryan tay
4]ernie!
5]dillon


keep it cool (WHAT THE HECK DOES THIS MEAN??)

1]THERESA!
2]CHEW!
3]nowelle
4]steffi!
5]--------

i m a walking radio

1]xin wei (you like to SING!)
2]nowelle (you like singing too! :))
3]me. haha. i like music too much
4]joshua (my dear brother, YOU SING A LOT)
5]---------


Problem solver/ Good listener

1]theresa
2]my blog
3]yelin
4]nat goh
5]amanda cheu


out of this world

1]me. i dream alot.
2]theresa (WORLD RECORD HOLDER) :)
3]
4]
5]


show off-ers [no offence]

1]Nil
2]Nil
3]Nil
4]Nil
5]Nil


blur sotongs

1]XIN WEI
2]me
3]Sharan
4]gary (kiat shing)
5] -nil-


drooling peeps

1]Me (sleep in maths)
2]Sharan
3]yelin :)
4]amanda cheu (during lit)
5]Most of the people in 105 during LIT and MATHS


ms sensitive

1]Nil
2]Nil
3]Nil
4]Nil
5]Nil


emo peeps

1]Me. ahaha.
2]er. joseph dimmick?
3]yelin
4]Nil
5]Nil


smarties

1]CHARLES TAN
2]CLEMENT TAN
3]JANE ONG!
4]All the RGS ppl
5]All the RI ppl


LUCKY FIVE ARE

NAT GOH! : )
JANE ONG
XIN WEI
CLAIRE LYE
THERESA!